sometimes i feel like a stranger in my household.
the people who are supposed to know me better than i know myself have no idea! they dont know about my goals, my dreams, what i like and what i dont like.
especially the one person who gave me life, who fed me, who clothed me dont have a single fukin clue about who i am. what is the point is sayin anythin when no one listens? whats the point in cryin when no ones there to dry your tears?
what is the fukin point?
Friday, 26 February 2010
Wednesday, 17 February 2010
the next chapter...
today it finally hit me....my school life is nearly over.
i wish i could go bak and change things about it but i am happy with it.
i have fantastic friends, a loving boyfriend, the craziest but greatest parents ever,
and all these people make life worth living. with out them i would be lost.
the thing that sadens me is i might not get to see all of these wounderful people now that we r all making plans for the future, college, work, a family who knows what waits for us all in the next few years to come.
i just hope all of the people that mean a lot to me know how much i love them and each and every one has touched my heart in one way or another.
so now our journey carries on, as this chapter closes another begins it should be quite an adventure...
xxx
i wish i could go bak and change things about it but i am happy with it.
i have fantastic friends, a loving boyfriend, the craziest but greatest parents ever,
and all these people make life worth living. with out them i would be lost.
the thing that sadens me is i might not get to see all of these wounderful people now that we r all making plans for the future, college, work, a family who knows what waits for us all in the next few years to come.
i just hope all of the people that mean a lot to me know how much i love them and each and every one has touched my heart in one way or another.
so now our journey carries on, as this chapter closes another begins it should be quite an adventure...
xxx
Tuesday, 16 February 2010
Holidays
so far my holidays ave been pretty good... ive had the best time with matt for a late valentines day.
the only thing that is kinda pissin me off is the fact that my little brother never does any thing around the house. i know it sounds stupid and kinda whiney but it fukin bugs me when my mom see's him spill somethin then ask me to clean it up?! what the fuk?!
sorri need to get my anger out grrrr...
ok i think im gd lol
on a lighter note i get to see my best friends this week... were havin a girlie day out to the cinema.. cant wait! lol
countin down the days until prom! whoo hoo!
lol blog u later
xxx
the only thing that is kinda pissin me off is the fact that my little brother never does any thing around the house. i know it sounds stupid and kinda whiney but it fukin bugs me when my mom see's him spill somethin then ask me to clean it up?! what the fuk?!
sorri need to get my anger out grrrr...
ok i think im gd lol
on a lighter note i get to see my best friends this week... were havin a girlie day out to the cinema.. cant wait! lol
countin down the days until prom! whoo hoo!
lol blog u later
xxx
Friday, 12 February 2010
love love love!
i dunno why but i felt like writing something positive for once lol.
i just feel so loved up right now lol i dunno why we all just can't get along, and not just in our homes or comunities but why not the whole world! i know it sound stupid but there is no point in fighting. it doesn't solve anything! so why do we do it? why do we all get a thrill from fighting with one another?
these are the questions that taught me...
known fact a smile for 20 seconds burns more calories than a frown.... start today! lol xxx
SPREAD THE LOVE PEOPLE!!
i just feel so loved up right now lol i dunno why we all just can't get along, and not just in our homes or comunities but why not the whole world! i know it sound stupid but there is no point in fighting. it doesn't solve anything! so why do we do it? why do we all get a thrill from fighting with one another?
these are the questions that taught me...
known fact a smile for 20 seconds burns more calories than a frown.... start today! lol xxx
SPREAD THE LOVE PEOPLE!!
Thursday, 11 February 2010
Stresses!
sometimes you feel like the world is sitting on your shoulder, kinda feelin that right now.
i mean sometimes i feel like people just take advantage and make me do the work! grrr get off ur lazy ass and do some dame work! well i guess im gonna get the grade and they won't.. ha oh well!
And yh i do want qualifications but that dont mean you have to be a borin prick!
and whats the deal with people who look down on you just coz ur different? wots the point in judgin someone? all it proves is that ur a very insecure person, so just fukin stop! no one can really get joy out of someone elses misery! thats just sick!
sorri bout this but i gotta get it out, no use in keepin it locked inside lol
xxx
i mean sometimes i feel like people just take advantage and make me do the work! grrr get off ur lazy ass and do some dame work! well i guess im gonna get the grade and they won't.. ha oh well!
And yh i do want qualifications but that dont mean you have to be a borin prick!
and whats the deal with people who look down on you just coz ur different? wots the point in judgin someone? all it proves is that ur a very insecure person, so just fukin stop! no one can really get joy out of someone elses misery! thats just sick!
sorri bout this but i gotta get it out, no use in keepin it locked inside lol
xxx
Wednesday, 10 February 2010
The one i call my own...
the one person i can trust more than anyone else.
the one who understands me.
the one who never complains when i'm sad or happy.
the one i run to when im scared or lonely.
the one who makes me feel special.
the one who i love unconditionally,
and loves me in return.
thats my boyfriend.
Matt Chand
xxx
the one who understands me.
the one who never complains when i'm sad or happy.
the one i run to when im scared or lonely.
the one who makes me feel special.
the one who i love unconditionally,
and loves me in return.
thats my boyfriend.
Matt Chand
xxx
well...
to start off hi im shellby and im 16. im pretty normal... well as normal as any 16 year old girl can be. lol. i love hangin out with my friends, they know who they r ;)
right now im just applying for college grrrr! its so hard when your like tryin to think of what you want to do for the rest of ur life!
maybe the only worse than that could only be..... school! yh teachers wonderin y u aint done the work when you dont know what the hell is goin on! i guess we all have to go throught it some time, might as well get it over and done with. YH COUPLE OF MONTHS LEFT!! whoo hooo!! lmao.
blog u later
xxx
right now im just applying for college grrrr! its so hard when your like tryin to think of what you want to do for the rest of ur life!
maybe the only worse than that could only be..... school! yh teachers wonderin y u aint done the work when you dont know what the hell is goin on! i guess we all have to go throught it some time, might as well get it over and done with. YH COUPLE OF MONTHS LEFT!! whoo hooo!! lmao.
blog u later
xxx
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